i never thought i'll ever feel this way again.

you opened me up.

this will just be short... a shot at character sketch...


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His face is gleaming of sweat and oil. Drops of sweat run down from his scalp to his temple and finally dripping under his chin. Clutching his briefcase, he eyed every passing vehicle, agitated to make them stop at will. Nevertheless, they didn’t stop – each one is racing to make it to the cut. He looked to his right to see a woman carrying a baby. The baby wore a cute read headband with a yellow button detail though she doesn’t have a hair. The baby’s mouth was open exposing her toothless gum. After a second, the man with the briefcase noticed the baby directly looking at him. Those black round glassy eyes focusing on him. He looked back without even caring what other people might say. The baby moved and he felt a light push on his back. The cars stopped. As part of the mob, he walked across the street until he found his own separate path. This was one of those days, he said to himself. Paper work. Report. A bit of internet surfing. Lunch. Sleepy afternoons. Almost expected and scripted conversations.

 

yes, it's true... i amaze myself... because ever since i had my own mind, i am always putting myself in stressful situations wherein i slack in the beginning and i have to run full speed just to be able to keep pace. actually, it is only now (when i am already 20 years old) that i am finally pep talking myself that i should stop this kind of attitude that has become a habit of mine.

but thinking that others can make the cut without hurrying at the end and gracefully, i have come to rethink my actions...

but our past actions have repercussions to what shall come and when everything is done, we just have to wait for the results to unravel...

by that time, as the cliche goes, the rest is history...

move forward... make plans for a better future... and be fully aware and be in charge of my life...

i know these are big statements, but i've got to make them one way or another...

hm, what's next?

oh, i've got to study... four exams up!